Poor Thomas!
We all look down on him. We sneer at him for doubting the reality of the
resurrection (John 20:19-29). We shake our heads at him and say to ourselves, “Wow!
He sure didn’t have much faith!” In fact, his doubts have become part of his
name. We call him “Doubting Thomas.” With the exception of Judas, no disciple
is more criticized than Thomas. And I think that’s a little bit unfair! After
all, Peter denied Jesus three times; and we remember Peter as being a pillar of
the early church! But unlike Peter, the New Testament doesn’t tell us anything
about Thomas after he met the risen Lord, so our last glimpse of him features
his doubt. We hear him insist on seeing the risen Jesus for himself; and after
he does just that, he exits stage left and is never heard from again.
But let’s
think this though for a minute. Are doubts really all that bad? I’m convinced
that doubts can be a very good thing. If we are honest about our doubts – if we
name them and are willing to face them – we can work through them and end up
with a faith that is truly our own: stronger, more thoughtful, and more
authentic. If, when the disciples brought news of the resurrection to Thomas,
he had said, “Sure, sure, Jesus is risen. I’ll believe that just because you
say so,” his faith would have been second-hand at best. But because he named
his doubts, Jesus acknowledged them and put them to rest once and for all. Doubts,
in fact, are the things that spur us on to greater investigation and continuing
achievements! If Columbus had not doubted that the world was flat, he would
never have sailed west to go east. And if the Wright brothers had not doubted
that “man was never made to fly,” we wouldn’t be able to fly all over the world
today. Doubts are a good thing when they lead us to test the claims that people
make. As the old saying goes, “Don’t believe everything you hear!” (That’s
especially true in these days of political campaigns.) Is it really true that Bruce
Springsteen has cancelled a concert in Greensboro, North Carolina in protest
over a controversial new law that allows discrimination of gays and lesbians?
Yes, it’s true. But how about claims of a newly-discovered planet that could
crash into the earth and wipe out all life? Nope. That one is a figment of
someone’s overactive imagination.
The
statement “I doubt it!” is a healthy one; and it can be especially healthy when
we can test what we doubt. Not sure about the claim that a Mississippi bill
would allow church goers to kill other members of the congregation if they felt
threatened? We can check Mississippi legal records, newspapers published in
that state, or go to Snopes.com (a well-known fact-checking site for doubters).
If we do, we’ll find that the bill actually provides for security personnel in
churches, and allows for the armed defense of worshippers. Can church goers in
Mississippi kill other folks whenever they want to? Of course not! But there
are some claims that we just can’t check out – at least, not using our usual
methods. What about our claim as Christians that Jesus is risen? We can’t check
a newspaper report to find out about that one. We can’t look for the bones of
Jesus in a Jerusalem tomb. We can’t even rely on the writings of the New
Testament, because they were written at least 15 years after Jesus’ death and
resurrection. So if we doubt that Jesus is risen – as Thomas did – what do we
do with that? It’s not as silly a question as you might think it is. I imagine
that all of us here in this congregation believe that Jesus is risen; but there
are lots of people who don’t. When we go to church on Easter Sunday, they don’t
understand what all the fuss is about. One of my atheist friends is convinced
that the resurrection never took place; and that Christians are only deluding
themselves into believing that it did. And I can’t offer him any hard evidence
to convince him otherwise. I can’t point to archaeology. I can’t point to
historical records. I can’t even point to the Bible! He has a very reasonable
objection to everything I say. What can I do about his doubts? What can any of
us do to counter the argument that our Christian faith is built on a fantasy? The
answer is that we can offer our experiences. We can be witnesses.
There is a
tradition in many African-American churches for the preacher to ask for
affirmation of his personal testimony. After sharing an experience, a preacher
will often ask “Can I get a witness?” and the congregation will clap or shout “Amen!”
as a way of agreeing with what the preacher is saying. It’s the congregation’s
way of saying “You betcha, preacher! I’ve felt that way, too!” In our faith
tradition, worshippers don’t usually shout “Amen!” during a sermon; and that’s
OK. But sharing our experiences of the risen Christ is the only proof that we
have to offer doubters that the resurrection is a reality. We don’t have Jesus
here with us any longer. We can’t put our fingers in the nail holes or touch
the wound in his side. We can’t look into his eyes and listen to him say, “Stop
doubting and believe!” All we have is our witness – our own experience of the
presence of Jesus in our lives.
Let me ask
you this: have you ever felt God’s presence in a powerful way; and you are
absolutely certain, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that Jesus is standing right
next to you? I know that I have. (Can I get a witness to that?) Have you ever
felt the love of Jesus through the love of another person who accepted you,
helped you, and encouraged you? I know that I have. (Can I get a witness to
that?) Have you ever been wrestling with a problem, and you suddenly
experienced a flash of insight into the solution to that problem that must have
come from the Holy Spirit because it sure didn’t come from your own head? I
know that I have. (Can I get a witness to that?) We have all experienced those
things, in large or small ways; and we don’t usually share them. But you see,
sharing them might be the only way to start doubters on the road to faith!
Otherwise, we don’t have much to offer them.
Now, if
you’re still doubting the reality of the resurrection, that’s OK. Even
preachers doubt it now and then. After we’ve had a difficult week; or while we
are planning the funeral of a child; or when we hear news of yet another
suicide bomber, we wonder if this story that we tell every week is so much hot
air. But most preachers have experienced the living Christ in such a powerful
way that we remember that experience and live with our doubts. If you’re still
doubting, I pray that you, too, will experience Jesus in that kind of way. And
if you have no doubts at all – hallelujah! You hold on to that faith, because
if you haven’t needed it already, you will certainly need it one day. And I
pray that you will become a witness to those doubters who are all around us.
Christ is risen! Can I get a witness to that? Amen, indeed!
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